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Crooked Tree and Other Songs of Worldly Woe and Unearthly Love

by Susan Kotler

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AS I RODE OUT As I rode out on a summer day The sun was shining fairly I saw My Love in the greening field And, oh, but he was bonny As I rode out on an autumn eve The golden leaves were fading I saw My Love fall to the ground It griev-ed my heart sorely Oh the scythe is sharp And the wound is deep Arise! Arise! No More to Weep As I rode out on a winter night The snow was sighing softly The moonlight shone upon His tomb In silent whiteness drowning As I rode out on a spring morning The birds were singing sweetly The briar was budding all around Blood red in faithful memory Oh the scythe is sharp And the wound is deep Awake! Awake! No More to Sleep As I rode out on a summer day The sun was shining fairly I saw My Love in the greening field And, oh, but he was bonny
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Crooked Tree 04:59
CROOKED TREE Crooked tree, Crooked tree Now I know your name Crooked tree, Crooked tree Now you bear my shame Lying ‘neath the crooked tree The moon was rising high I met my love beneath the boughs His skin like midnight sky A love forbidden in that day Our passion hid in shade Until the leaves fell, branches bare Betrayed the vow we made Crooked tree, Crooked tree Now I know your name Crooked tree, Crooked tree Now you bear my shame They came and dragged you from my arms And bound your hands and feet by no law come from God or man no judgment passed so fleet They slipped the rope around your neck I watched and held my tears The white horse ran across the field And left you hanging there Crooked tree, Oh wicked tree You wear a crown of thorns For taking the life of my true love I’ll burn you to the ground
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TURN IN TO WINTER, THEN Turn in to Winter, then For the fawns have lost their spots The frosted meadows empty, echo ravens’ calls Turn in to Winter, then For the oaks have shed their leaves The serpents coiled around their roots In sheltered sleep await Where have I been What have I become The connection, the loneliness Entangled as one The weight of existence The burden of sight The longing for that far place Where being is bright Lie down in the earth Silent and deep Through thin weathered skin The dark dust will seep Alternate alchemy Transforms the disease Caritas is the catalyst That hastens the release Turn in to winter, then For the burial shroud of snow Belies the life that stirs within Unbound by thaw and flow Turn in to winter, then For transmutation is nigh Cast off this dim and weary world Let spirits now sublime!
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BROKEN CRUELTY It fell upon Midsummer’s Eve the longest day of light Fair Janet wakened from her sleep and banished dreams from sight She combed her hair, slipped on her gown, and laced her girdle gay and she’s away to Festival to while the hours at play But then a thought came to her head instead to Flower’s Field to gather blooms for father’s grave he was but one year dead She picked the red and then the blue and then the yellow bright when all at once the mist grew thick the sky as dark as night Fair Janet trembled and grew pale she knelt and wept and wailed but none could hear her cries for help she’d wandered far away Then there appeared a distant gleam perhaps the others were there Fair Janet hastened toward that light as fast her feet could bear As she approached, the clouding cleared a fortress wall did rise she placed her hand on cold rough stone and found herself inside There stood the tallest broadest man or beast, she could not tell for all the coarse hair covering him and the rankest animal smell His eyes were coals that glowed so dark and smoke came out as breath these words he spoke so deep and clear a hollow voice like death “If you would know the truest love, then choose you must stay here, else you will be forever lost to what you hold so dear.” Despair and mortal fear aside she readied to remain for in her tender heart there burned a strong and shining flame It fell upon Midwinter’s Eve the shortest day of light Fair Janet serv-ed nigh six months unknowing of her plight Into the room, the Beast-Man stormed his fettered legs set wide he glared at her with narrow gaze hands raised as if to strike Instead, he lowered them to pray he bowed his head and wept a silent sobbing genuine contrite, all rage now left And then the fur flew off the Beast pale skin beneath revealed her eyes grew wide, familiar form t’was her own father dear! And up and spoke this comely man in a voice so soft and sweet “Now I may leave this hellish place set free to heaven’s retreat For long in life I was so cruel withholding love and care a prison made all by myself no other blame to bear But by your humble sacrifice, unquestioned love and faith you’ve shattered shackles, iron bars that bound me to this earth” His voice grew faint as did his form an echo and a ghost the walls dissolved, the moonlight beamed so bright on brand new snow Fair Janet did not feel the cold nor did the night she fear surrounded by the warmth of love to home, the path now clear
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BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT How beautiful tonight my love Not a soul in sight The frost is on the windowpane And everything is bright The deer have gathered in the field The owl in silent flight Antler shadows laced on snow Wings glow across moonlight Footsteps crisp and treading soft Now you have arrived Breath suspended in between You gently slip inside Ah ah ah (x4) How beautiful tonight my love A billion points of light Cascade into the atmosphere And bind us to the night
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Sorcery 03:40
SORCERY Life ain’t easy for a solitary girl Living in the back woods apart from the world Shadows on the ceiling Whispers in the air Hands that come a knockin’ In a rhythm of despair What we did that summer What we did last night When we met in the garden By the firefly light And I will carry our secret to my grave And you will love me until your dying day Talkin’ so familiar Like you knowed me all your life Askin’ me to cast a spell To get rid of your wife Look into the mirror As you stand behind me Grindin’ bones and burnin’ blood The answer you will see What we did that autumn What we did last night When we knelt in the garden By the candle light And I will carry our secret to my grave And you will love me until your dying day Be careful what you wish for Cuz it may come to be, But not always how you want it, When you mess with sorcery The looking glass can trick you, It will cure your misery, or reverse your bad intention That’s why you belong to me What we did that winter What we did last night When we wept in the garden By the pale star light And I will carry our secret to my grave And you will love me until your dying day And you will carry my secret to your grave And I will love you until my dying day

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I create instrumental compositions and songs in different styles, depending on the mood and subject matter of the piece. Many of my songs are inspired by traditional American and/or Celtic/English folk songs, with themes of cruelty, love sought and lost, and supernatural mystery. Other themes include personal sacrifice and salvation, a deep connection to nature, and transcendent experiences. I incorporate sounds from nature, and use instruments from various cultures and historical periods to create tonalities that evoke a sense of the primitive, the exotic, and times past.

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released April 6, 2021

All songs written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Susan Kotler
Mastered by Robert Cartwright at Perfect Wave Digital in San Diego, California
Album artwork by Susan Kotler
Please see the video created by Marsh Brodeur for my song, "Beautiful Tonight," here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0-38hyw-Ls

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